P.S. I Love You ...

Prepared about 10 post-it with things I must do today.

And the pace is set right.

Tasks are being completed.

Took some rest time.

Read some blogs.

Was read Simple Kiddy Tofu and his entry When One of Us Is No Longer Around.

Sometimes death is not the only parting issue, there are many others.

But life moves on and the sun shines on ...

I remember crying my eyes out when I was reading the book and watching the story.

I don't think I have the courage to read/watch it again.

Too sad a story.

"Can't Cry Hard Enough"

I'm gonna live my life

Like every day's the last

Without a simple goodbye

It all goes by so fast

And now that you've gone

I can't cry hard enough

No, I can't cry hard enough

For you to hear me now

Gonna open my eyes

And see for the first time

I let go of you like

A child letting go of his kite

There it goes, up in the sky

There it goes, beyond the clouds
For no reason why

I can't cry hard enough

No, I can't cry hard enough

For you to hear me now

Gonna look back in vain

And see you standing there

When all that remains

Is an empty chair

And now that you've gone

I can't cry hard enough

No, I can't cry hard enough

For you to hear me now

There it goes up in the sky

There it goes, beyond the clouds

For no reason why

I can't cry hard enough

No, I can't cry hard enough

For you to hear me now

And now that you've gone

I can't cry hard enough

No, I can't cry hard enough

For you to hear me now

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  I don't want to start regretting, starting saying "I should have" or start feeling sorry.
Because I never will know what is going to happy.
No one will.
I want to be the one to determine my own happiness each and everyday.
I colour my own life :)

I will always remember what Jan said :)

Thank you.