Tired Thursday ...

morning was mad rush as mad grapes took forever @ assembly ...

left for swimming late ...

it was so warm and humid @ the pool while the girls took their tests ...

back to sch ... was not in time to attend workshop :P

ate and rested ...

took a good shower before started to sort out and prepare stuff for Results Day tomorrow ...

think i was in the shower when calista left this card for me on my table ...

very sweet of her ...

when i got the card, i also felt very touched,

to know that despite being such a fierce and forever-scolding fella,
my kids are still always there for me ...

that is what kept me going for the 5 years i supposed ...

this Friday - Founder's Day,

will be the full 5 years since i started teacher ...

5 years ago on Founder's Day, we started work,

with cher and shar ...

without the kids, how to survive mad grapes xrazy fermenting ...

was really determine to leave the education system by end of 2010,

but small little things like this,

small little things like hugs fr my girls,

small little things like shouting out my name whenever they see me,

small little things like how they run to me when they see me in sch,

even when i no longer teach them,

sometimes really make me think and think and think ,

and weaken my determination to this this sucky system ...

freedom of speech ya?

i supposed i have the right not to like the system rite?

i really love this vocation ...

really love the kids despite all their forget to do/bring/write/etc ...

it is sad however that due to also all the many other things,

that make me think so many times again and again about leaving ...

less on human factors, i love most of my colleagues,

more on ...

(break: chris dear called me)