Sunday, February 21, 2010

I Don't Want to be on a Runaway Train :)

Call you up in the middle of the night

Like a firefly without a light
You were there like a slow torch burning
I was a key that could use a little turning

So tired that I couldn't even sleep
So many secrets I couldn't keep
Promised myself I wouldn't weep
One more promise I couldn't keep

It seems no one can help me now
I'm in too deep
There's no way out
This time I have really led myself astray

Runaway train never going back
Wrong way on a one way track
Seems like I should be getting somewhere
Somehow I'm neither here no there

Can you help me remember how to smile
Make it somehow all seem worthwhile
How on earth did I get so jaded
Life's mystery seems so faded

I can go where no one else can go
I know what no one else knows
Here I am just drownin' in the rain
With a ticket for a runaway train

Everything is cut and dry
Day and night, earth and sky
Somehow I just don't believe it

Bought a ticket for a runaway train
Like a madman laughin' at the rain
Little out of touch, little insane
Just easier than dealing with the pain

Runaway train never comin' back
Runaway train tearin' up the track
Runaway train burnin' in my veins
Runaway but it always seems the same

Thanks to Rooster Snr and my lil Rat bro (not fat Rat bro @ home, he is too busy with work),
I whined my night away again.
Thanks for listening to me and of course,
giving me your support.
A lot of people care.
No, a lot of friends care rather, but sometimes they are too negative.
And when I get too positive, they still try to add on that bit ot negative ions to neutralise me.
And being the weak and cmi me, I lost it ...
And so, thanks to Rooster Snr and my lil Rat bro, I better wake up my ideas!
Because whatever happen, happens for a reason!
I should never allow myself to step into the runaway train!

*Heard from a friend some shocking news about another couple.
Though shocked, but like what Rooster Snr said, I'm glad i left"

Relatives are at my place.
Time for 'traditional' lunch', which I think I will definitely skip.
Pictures will do the talking later.
I love my family.
Because they love me too, unconditionally.


  1. why are u crying gal ? just cos hes gone...

  2. nah, i'm not crying :) i'm standing on my feet strong. i just have my weak and vulnerable moments :) thanks ...

  3. hope so. i wish i was like u too.. to be strong...

  4. yes, u have to be :) because the earth will not stand still stand for u :) and the sun goes on shining regardless of how you feel :) be strong!

  5. but honestly u still tink of him dont u ? i believe u do.. gals are all fragile..

  6. :) mine was a broken marriage. i think of it as lesson. and of cos, he still comes to my mind. because he was once a man i vowed to spend the rest of my life with. it's not easy to forget. but i moved on after years. and this post is not for him. there is no love no hatred anymore. he was a momentary terminal stop in life. girls are fragile. but guys can be too :)

  7. u haf gt any msn? nice to talk to u ..